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  • 5th December
    2011
  • 05
finally!!!! OUR DAY!!!! first of, i know its unlikely for me to focus on a particular day, more so, give such significance to a day; for me, a day is any day on every day. so couple of years back, i never thought a day would amount to so much. but i guess, it could… and it does. like today. i woke up not knowing that this would be OUR DAY. the lucky 5. yeah. out of the blue, i wanted a day. we didn’t have one before. he wanted one prior, but i kept shrugging it off thinking “what the hell, we could have any day our day,” so why bother. i thought it was silly to have one back then… maybe, for others, it is still silly, but today, i am ready! silly or not, i wanted OUR DAY. at first, we struggled to remember coz’ hei, back then, dates weren’t that important to me, they’re just days. so then if we couldn’t remember exactly when, we decided to just come up with a day and turn it to something special. i know it’s just a number but it would be OUR NUMBER, OUR DAY. and after some time, we’ve decided. FIVE it is. not because of today. but because it just adds up to that. and aren’t we lucky… coz’ it turns out five is already special in itself! according to this site(ridingthebeast): Properties of the number 5 Symbolism It is the number of the harmony and the balance. It is also the number of the divine grace. The number 5 is a characteristic of the man. First, according to the Cabal, it is the number of the perfect Man (got rid from his animal side). According to the Bible, it is the symbol of the Man-God by the five wounds of the Christ on cross (for this reason, it is also considered as the number of the grace). But it is also associated to the man in general (2 + 3) having an unstable character of duality, 2, in spite of his divinity, 3. The 5 is also found on the human body: the five fingers of the hand and feet, the five senses (touch, taste, sense of smell, hearing and the sight), the five members (two arms, two legs and the head, the bust being the center), the five bones forming the metacarpus, the metatarse and the brain-pan, etc. Considerated as the mediator between God and the universe, the five is regarded as a symbol of the universe. Symbol of the will’s divine. Symbol of the perfection in the Mayas. Symbol of the incarnated conscience - 4, Matter, + 1, Spirit. Symbolize the force and the limits of the man in his control on the Universe. According to Thibaut Of Langres, the number 5 is attributed to the world for some reasons. First because the world is moved following a circular movement, just as the 5 when we multiply it by itself or by the other odd ones returns periodically. Also it is called in this sense “periodical”. Five years make a lustre, from “lustrare” which means “to make the turn”. On the other hand, 5 is attributed to the world due to the fact that it is composed of the first even and odd, 2 and 3. The world indeed, that is to say the whole of things, increases by the male and the female - even is female and odd male. In China, it is the number of the Center in addition to be considered as a male number amulet. Number of the life and the nature, according to Aeppli. Being the sum or rather the union of the first female number and the first male number, it is the symbol of creative life and erotic love according to Jung. But this one interprets also this number as that of the revolt. A nuptial number for the Etruscans and Romans because it is the first number resulting from the addition the first female number and the first male number. For the same reason, C. Agrippa calls it the number of the marriage. For H.- P. Blavatsky, “5 is the spirit of life and human love.” so yeah!!!! HELLO FIVE!!!! you’re ours!!!!

finally!!!! OUR DAY!!!!

first of, i know its unlikely for me to focus on a particular day, more so, give such significance to a day; for me, a day is any day on every day. so couple of years back, i never thought a day would amount to so much. but i guess, it could… and it does.

like today. i woke up not knowing that this would be OUR DAY. the lucky 5. yeah. out of the blue, i wanted a day. we didn’t have one before. he wanted one prior, but i kept shrugging it off thinking “what the hell, we could have any day our day,” so why bother. i thought it was silly to have one back then… maybe, for others, it is still silly, but today, i am ready! silly or not, i wanted OUR DAY. at first, we struggled to remember coz’ hei, back then, dates weren’t that important to me, they’re just days. so then if we couldn’t remember exactly when, we decided to just come up with a day and turn it to something special. i know it’s just a number but it would be OUR NUMBER, OUR DAY.

and after some time, we’ve decided. FIVE it is. not because of today. but because it just adds up to that. and aren’t we lucky… coz’ it turns out five is already special in itself!

according to this site(ridingthebeast):

Properties of the number 5

Symbolism

  • It is the number of the harmony and the balance. It is also the number of the divine grace.

  • The number 5 is a characteristic of the man. First, according to the Cabal, it is the number of the perfect Man (got rid from his animal side). According to the Bible, it is the symbol of the Man-God by the five wounds of the Christ on cross (for this reason, it is also considered as the number of the grace). But it is also associated to the man in general (2 + 3) having an unstable character of duality, 2, in spite of his divinity, 3. The 5 is also found on the human body: the five fingers of the hand and feet, the five senses (touch, taste, sense of smell, hearing and the sight), the five members (two arms, two legs and the head, the bust being the center), the five bones forming the metacarpus, the metatarse and the brain-pan, etc.

  • Considerated as the mediator between God and the universe, the five is regarded as a symbol of the universe.

  • Symbol of the will’s divine.

  • Symbol of the perfection in the Mayas.

  • Symbol of the incarnated conscience - 4, Matter, + 1, Spirit.

  • Symbolize the force and the limits of the man in his control on the Universe.

  • According to Thibaut Of Langres, the number 5 is attributed to the world for some reasons. First because the world is moved following a circular movement, just as the 5 when we multiply it by itself or by the other odd ones returns periodically. Also it is called in this sense “periodical”. Five years make a lustre, from “lustrare” which means “to make the turn”. On the other hand, 5 is attributed to the world due to the fact that it is composed of the first even and odd, 2 and 3. The world indeed, that is to say the whole of things, increases by the male and the female - even is female and odd male.

  • In China, it is the number of the Center in addition to be considered as a male number amulet.

  • Number of the life and the nature, according to Aeppli.

  • Being the sum or rather the union of the first female number and the first male number, it is the symbol of creative life and erotic love according to Jung. But this one interprets also this number as that of the revolt.

  • A nuptial number for the Etruscans and Romans because it is the first number resulting from the addition the first female number and the first male number. For the same reason, C. Agrippa calls it the number of the marriage.

  • For H.- P. Blavatsky, “5 is the spirit of life and human love.”

so yeah!!!! HELLO FIVE!!!! you’re ours!!!!